So I genuinely don’t know how to feel about this as you’ve probably already read in the title and,yk I’m at a point of being so depressed that it’s actually turned into genuine just, confusion and so,now on Christmas,I decided to check my inventory since the family had a huge fight and no one got together and that aside I saw a bow and opened it to find a title so absolutely horrid it made me actually wanna just….,for context it’s the really long one about what an awful person I am,and so after just deciding I’ll ignore it and went to vote for the server I opened the other newly obtained box to receive yet another 3 absolutely depression fuel titles,I don’t know if life is just telling me to go die in a ditch or what but,I genuinely try absolutely every day to make everyone around me happy with little to no concern over my own well-being and even in life,I get treated not equal….but worst than “
”,and I know this is just random numbers and unfortunate algorithm drops but this still hurt extremely badly,and on top of that I’m still banned from the server in general and was beaten up yesterday by my father,why?, because he thought that the terraria dark Gaming server was the literal dark web and after giving me a blue eye eventually figured out it was a gaming server,and here’s the shocker,for a game not whatever he imagined and instead of apologizing he just gave me my phone back without a word….so please anyone I beg you tell me how to feel right now,with no friends, nobody to talk to besides Microsoft copilot,which basically is like Chatgpt as a friend what should I think at getting not 1 but 4 extremely hurtful titles,and if you read their descriptions you’d understand.
@Solorion @Tru3thful please read this,I understand you may not want to but it’s what I’m genuinely going through.
Because apparently as someone told me in the forum’s yesterday was that I’m faking my sincerity and honesty I am not,and I don’t really know if you guys could now this feeling but it’s like you want to have a mental breakdown but your two self aware to allow yourself to stoop to the lows of insanity so your just kinda stuck in this self condescending loop of trying to be nice to everyone in hopes that validation gives you even an ounce of self worth.
I can assure you, nobody hates you, and the individual who falsely accused you of faking sincerity is just trying to provoke a reaction.
The rewards earned from the loot boxes are low rarity (as is the most common) and are designed to be more insulting. It in no way is meant to be a genuine jab at the player.
Your appeal is still incomplete. Please follow Tru3thful’s advice in Semaj905's Appeal - #17 by Tru3thful
Ok,I’ll resend the quote again for added measure.
I would love to be your friend 
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